Wednesday, January 9, 2019

January 9th (a)

Is it getting easier? I'm not sure... Still not sleeping or eating. Walking around like a zombie. There are definitely moments where I feel good... but a majority of the time just hurts. I'm sad. I'm broken... I don't know how to process or how to move forward. Starting therapy. Taking new meds... but the day-to-day. The constant thoughts (CONSTANT)... The loss of hope. I understand that it needs to be this way... I'm just unsure how to exist. 

January 9th (a)

Is it getting easier? I'm not sure... Still not sleeping or eating. Walking around like a zombie. There are definitely moments where I ...