Wednesday, January 9, 2019

January 9th (a)

Is it getting easier? I'm not sure... Still not sleeping or eating. Walking around like a zombie. There are definitely moments where I feel good... but a majority of the time just hurts. I'm sad. I'm broken... I don't know how to process or how to move forward. Starting therapy. Taking new meds... but the day-to-day. The constant thoughts (CONSTANT)... The loss of hope. I understand that it needs to be this way... I'm just unsure how to exist. 

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January 9th (a)

Is it getting easier? I'm not sure... Still not sleeping or eating. Walking around like a zombie. There are definitely moments where I ...